Good Night

by **Seishin Akanami** Mon Jul 29, 2013 8:15 am

Im leaving the site. I cant stand any form of social interaction with people and I'd rather live out the rest of my days in solitude. I apologize Ross for not living up to my promise of contributing fully to the site, but in truth, I just hate everyone now. Call me selfish, call me an ass, I don't care. My life is full of grief, failure, and self loathing, and just makes me realize the true fruitlessness of going on any longer. I drown myself everyday in alcohol and frankly don't have much to live for. I have no purpose, goal, or any sort relevancy in this world. Im a disappointment to my friends, family, and myself. Its only a downhill slope for me, and better to quit now than suffer any longer. It is far better on the other side as it is. An eternity in brimstone is a joke compared to this. The world and the people who live in it will always be cruel and heartless. That is more of a hell to me than anything.

So I apologize mostly to Ross and my dear friends. Im sorry for not committing to my promises, but frankly, I'm not strong enough to continue.